SO
I've decided I should really start updating at least once a month... So... lets say the first or second Sunday every month, okay? ^^ Alright.

SO.

First I'd just like to say its only SEVEN DAYS UNTIL THE MARIANA'S TRENCH CONCERT!!!!!! Eeeeee! Im so stoked for it!! My friend and I are going to go an hour early too, because the band sells their own merchandise and we can get autographs and photos :3
This band is seriously incredible xDD

OH and its also only 19 days until my b-day too lol xD I probably wont get excited for that until its closer xD And besides, my moms already given me a new pair of cowboy boots for my b-day, and I know Im also getting season 4 of Criminal Minds because I wanted to go buy it one day, and she wouldnt let me and then I was like "MOM! you got it for my birthday...didnt you?!" And yeah. She admitted it >.> -sigh- xD

The only thing that kinda sucks right now, is that AFI is coming to Victoria, but Im not allowed to go, because the concert is on December 21st (too close to Christmas) and I AM going to Mariana's Trench... so... yeah xD I like MT better than AFI anyways



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OKAY
So for the updates on my art and such...

I'll probably be doing annoying little upload sprees, because I've bee n in a colouring mood lately, and I've been colouring all my old work that I never wanted to before... So I think I have another five or six things to upload xD
Im done with the RCMP pics, though BUT I still have TONS of random old photography that I wanna get up >.>
And as soon as I remember to bring my notebook home I'll be uploading the first few chapters of Whispers.

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And now I've decided Im going to start featuring a music video a month... this month is:

All to Myself - Mariana's Trench
[link]

Heres the lyrics to it:
Don't patronize I realize I'm losing and this is my real life
I'm half asleep and I'm wide-awake this habit is always so hard to break
I don't want to be the bad guy
I've been blaming myself and I think you know why
I'm killing time
And time's killing you
Every way that I do

Did you say, please just follow me
I thought you wanted me because I want you all to myself
I can try and suck it up I just can't suck it up
Make me feel like someone else
I'm under the gun feel like the only one
I just can't decide what I'm running from

This isn't what I wanted but I can't keep my filthy f***ing mouth shut

It's not enough
It's never enough and I wish I could breath without it getting stuck
Can't focus it but I try over and over again

Did you say, please just follow me
I thought you wanted me because I want you all to myself
I can try and suck it up I just can't suck it up
Make me feel like someone else
Please just follow me
I thought you wanted me because I want you all to myself
I can try and suck it up I just can't suck it up
Make me feel like someone else

Please just follow me
I thought you wanted me because I want you all to myself
I can try and suck it up I just can't suck it up.
Make me feel like...

Did you say, please just follow me
I thought you wanted me because I want you all to myself
I can try and suck it up I just can't suck it up
Make me feel like someone else

Did you say, please just follow me
I thought you wanted me because I want you all to myself
I can try and suck it up I just can't suck it up
Make me feel like someone else

I can't stay with someone else


Its really quite a cute vid by them...but I wont spoil it because I want you all to GO WATCH IT. It was the first music video by this band that I saw. I mostly chose this because Im going to their concert xDD

[[This is how it'll be set up every month... the title, the link to the vid, the lyrics, and a little info about it]]

AND NOW
QUIZ TIME!!

stolen from

What's your name?
Saint - Marilyn Manson

What do you like to do for fun?
Wish we were older - Metro Station

What are you afraid of?
Bleeding Mascara - Atreyu

What kinda people are you attracted to?
Congratulations I hate you - Alesana

Whats your style?
Daggers speak louder than words - Alesana

What do you think about?
Freaxxx - Brokencyde

What's your goal in life?
Seduction - Alesana

What do you dream about?
A little piece of heaven - Avenged Sevenfold

What kinda food do you like?
Lead sails (and a paper anchor) - Atreyu

Where do you live?
The Ransom - Escape the Fate

What do you do when you wake up in the morning?
My apocalypse - Escape the Fate

What do you do on vacation?
God called in sick today - AFI

What is your job?
Love Drunk - Boys like girls

If Obama called you on the phone what would you talk about?
Toxic (screamo version) - I set my friends on fire

If you were the president of the United States?
Spaceman - The Killers

What's your motto?
And they call this tradgedy - Alesana

What do people think of you?
The recieving end of it all - Streetlight Manifesto

Any regrets?
The eleventh hour - August Burns Red

Whats the last thought before you go to sleep?
Chelsea Smile - Bring me the horizon

The first thought when you wake up?
My disease - A skylit drive

When people see you, what's the first thing they think?
I slept with someone in fall out boy and all I got was this stupid song written about me - Fall out boy

What do you think of your exs?
Goodbye goodnight for good - Alesana

What does your family think of you?
Reverse this curse - Escape the Fate

How do you spend your days?
Im on a boat - The lonely Island

Where is the most peaceful place to you?
The leaving song part 2 - AFI

What color are your socks?
All to myself - Marianas Trench

What do you dance to?
The big sleep - Streetlight Manifesto

What do you sing when you're in the rain?
Smooth - Escape the Fate (song from the punk goes pop CD)

In sunshine?
Still waiting for you - Brokencyde

In the cold?
Scotty doesnt know - Lustra


In the dark?
Girls not grey - AFI

In the shower?
You are so beautiful - Escape the Fate

What thoughts are in your head when you're bored? (2 songs)
2 Drunk 2 Drive - Brokencyde
Not good enough for truth in cliche - Escape the Fate

What is the most random thing someone can say to you?
Scene Girlz - Brokencyde (not too random actually... me and Hailey always sing that song xD)

Halloween was amahzingg <3333333

I only had like... four friends over, but it was soooo fun!

We went trick or treating of course :3

Ummm.... I cant even like... describe the awesomeness of it... But we've all decided that we should go around in December singing Screamo Christmas Carols because we are SO amazing xDD

So, Me and Hailey went as UNSUBS xD For those of you who dont watch Criminal Minds, it stands for Unknown Subject... in other words the bad guys... in other words a serial killer that hasnt been caught yet xD

SPEAKING OF SERIAL KILLERS....


HOW TO BE A SERIAL KILLER IS THE MOST EPIC MOVIE EVERRR!!!<3

I am COMPLETELY in LOVE with right now, who lent it to me then said I could keep it LOVE YOU HANNAAAAAAAAAAA <33333

But yeah... its sooo funny in this dark morbid kinda way.

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And if you were to... say watch it without actually SEEING the pictures, you'd think you were watching a porno xDD SERIOUSLY! The music combined with what they're saying can be twisted sooo easily xDDDD Its so great.
"If you could do anything to that guy, what would you do?"
"Umm... I cant really answer that right now"
-flips sign on door to 'closed'- "NOW you can tell me. No one's going to listen now"
xDDDD SO BAD xP
And not to meantion the fact that the actor that plays Reid (in Criminal Minds) is the main character, which is pretty sweet... its kinda funny/ironic that his character in CM is like... a cop thats profiling and arresting Serial Killers and is a COMPLETE nerd, yet in HTBASK He's a serial killers apprentice, and, yes is still a nerd kinda, but is like... super stupid at the same time xD
So yeah. Epic movie. If you can ever get your hands on it... WATCH IT!



Sooo... I have a crapload of photos to upload to FB right now, so... Byee

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!

I MIGHT BE ABLE TO GO AND SEE MARIANA'S TRENCH!!! (the band, not the actual trench xP)

Eeeeeeeeeeeee! Im so stoked <33

Its in November... like the 16th or 17th... idk for sure xP

IM SO STOKED!!!

*cough* ANYWAYS

Guess I should update since Im making a new journal as it is.........

First I'd just like to apologize to all the faving and running... I procrastinated on commenting, and the next thing I knew, there was like 200 deviations in my folder >.>

Frustrating.

Soooooooooo...
Im really sick right now >.< Effing sucks.

Ooooh! And I (almost) officially own all the seasons of Criminal Minds! I asked my mom the other day if while we were in town if I could buy Season 4 and shes all like "Ummmm you should wait for your b-day" SO. Turns out Im getting Season 4 for my b-day, SO I went and bought season 1 So as of November 22nd I'll own them all

Hmmmmmmmmm crap. What else did I have to sayyy....

OH right.
One of my best friends b-days was the other day... it was effing epic xP It was seriously one of the best partys I've been to xD
...
Did you know that it IS possible to fit ten people on a two person couch???

Lol yeeaeh xP


SO ANYWAYS.

I think thats about it...

BYE! -waves-

Stolen from <333

- Go to your music player of choice and put it on shuffle.
- Say the following questions aloud, and press play.
- Use the song titles that come up to answer each question.
- NO CHEATING.
-- If your iPod contains multiple movie soundtracks, please make a point of skipping any soundtrack songs. They tend to make boring answers.

1.How does the world see me?
As Im falling down - Escape the Fate

2. Will I have a happy life?
Hey nightmare where did you get them teeth? - A Skylit Drive

3. What do people really think of me?
Still waiting for you - Brokencyde

4. Do people secretly lust after me?
A Gorey Demise - Creature Feature

5. How can I make myself happy?
Bleeding Mascara - Atreyu

6. What should I do with my life?
Cage - Dir en Gray

7. Will I ever have children?
Wenches and Mead - Alestorm

8. What is some good advice for me?
Control - Metro Station

9. What do I think my current theme song is?
Push - Mariana's Trench (MY THEME SONG IS ABOUT RAPE!!!! )

10. What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
Over the Seas - Alestorm

11. What song will play at my funeral?
Kandyland - Brokencyde

12. What is my day going to be like?
Death of Seasons - AFI

13. Why am I here?
American Idiot - Greenday

14. What will people remember me for?
Lead sails (and a paper anchor) - Atreyu

15. What song will I get stuck in my head tomorrow?
You are so beutiful - Escape the Fate

16. Are there people outside waiting to take me away?
Personal Jesus - Marilyn Manson

17. What will this year be all about?
The Receiving End of it all - Streetlight Manifesto

18. If I reached the top of Mount Everest, I would scream:
Truth of a Liar - August Burns Red (funny, its a completely screamo song, too xDD)

19. The next time I stand up in front of a group of people, I'll say:
She's got a boyfriend now - Boys like girls

20. My message to the world:
2 Drunk 2 Drive - Brokencyde (LMAO!!! MY MESSAGE TO THE WORLD IS ORAL SEX?!?! WHATTT?!?!!)

21. My deepest secret:
There's no sympathy for the dead - Escape the Fate

22. My innermost desire:
Dragging dead bodies in blue bags up really long hills - Escape the Fate (LMAO)

23. My oldest memory makes me think:
Catfish Soup - Attack Attack

24. Somewhere in my wedding vows, I'll include:
Let it go - Escape the Fate

25. When I wake up in the morning, I mutter:
We wont back down - Escape the Fate

26. Right now, my feelings are:
Seduction - Alesana

27. The day I fall in love will be the day that:
We are the few - Streetlight Manifesto

28. I scream during sex:
Crank dat Cavalry Boy - I set my friends on fire (LMAO!!!)

29. My catch phrase:
Freaxxx - Brokencyde

30. My farewell message to the readers of this:
Something - Escape the Fate

I COULD NOT HAVE GOTTEN A WORSE SONG FOR THE TITLE OF THIS JOURNAL!!!! xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

*cough* ANYWAYS. Quiz time xD

1. Put your iPod or other device that plays music on "Shuffle."
2. For each question, skip to the next song. Whichever song appears is your answer.
3. YOU SHOULD WRITE THE NAME OF THAT SONG WHETHER YOU WANT TO OR NOT!
4. Tag seven other people using a note (including the person that sent it to you)
that you believe will have as much fun with this game as you did.


If everyone says, "everything is well," what do you say?
Death of Seasons - AFI


What best describes your personality?
True Love - Brokencyde


What suits you today?
The Departure - From behind these walls

What is your goal in life?
Missing this Opportunity - August Burns Red

What is your motto?
Tainted Love - Marilyn Manson

What do your friends think of you?
Black Rose Dying - Bless the Fall


What do you think about often?
A Reason for Broken Wings - A Skylit drive


How much is 2 + 2?
1234 1234 - Streetlight Manifesto


What do you think of your best friends?
When I come around - Green day


What do you think of the person you like?
The webs we weave - Escape the Fate


What is the history of your life?
Congratulations I hate you - Alesana

What do you want to be when you grow up?
Wenches & Mead - Alestorm


What will you do when you meet the person you like?
Composure - August Burns Red


What do your parents think of you?
A little Piece of Heaven - Avenged Sevenfold (MY PARENTS THINK IM NECHROPHELIAC?!?!?!)

What will you dance to in your wedding?
Cellar Door - Escape the fate


What music will play during your funeral?
Afterlife - Avenged Sevenfold

What is your pastime?
Starstrukk - 3OH!3


What is your biggest secret?
Toxic - I set my friends on fire


What do you think of your friends?
Best ex-friend - Alesana

What is the worst thing that could happen?
Six foot deep - Creature Feature

How will you die?
Over the Seas - Alestorm


What is the only thing you regret?
Daggers speak louder than words - Alesana


What makes you laugh?
Shaketramp - Marianas Trench


What makes you cry?
Silhouette of Wings - August Burns Red


Who will you marry one day?
Ex-Machina - A Skylit drive


What scares you the most?
Catfish soup - Attack Attack


Does anyone like you?
All to myself - Marianas Trench


If you could go back in time, what would you change?
The Crimson - Atreyu


What hurts you now?
Reverse this Curse - Escape the fate


What will you name this post?
I kissed a girl - Attack Attack